MadbunnyDesu

How are you doing? I’m curious if Deviantart is still alive. Every time I come back, I feel like I’m trying to get a glimpse of my past self and feel the joy I used to experience when posting new art to my gallery. Being single for a quite long period made me realise, that I no longer have a goal and purpose in my life. I used to be a sponge for somebody else’s vision, just trying to make it work together. I just graduated university and became a licensed nurse. It was never my ambition to become a healthcare worker. I always wanted to create and explore, learn new things and I enjoyed the challenges on the way. I guess the pandemic made me even more insecure and unstable. I decided to take few steps back, hide in the safety of ”if I listen to my parents, everything will be good”. I feel quite silly, being 26 years old and still not able to figure out my life. I have no idea how to stop caring about parent’s expectations. I feel worthless because I don’t own an apartament, I don’t

Hi ^^ I'm leaving for a week off today, so until Monday I won't be able to draw or post anything new ;_; I'll try to answer your private messages, but keep in mind that I'm not taking my laptop and tablet with me ;p Ahh can't wait for this Woodstock Festival <3 I'm super excited to see Amon Amarth live this year >w< Thank you for birthday wishes <3